I haven't updated in sooooooo long.
I had a two week break from school, but it feels like it was a lot longer. For some reason I expected those weeks to be like December 2010 (not actually that long ago) and for me to be all inspired and productive and happy. DID NOT HAPPEN. I've been sitting here trying to figure out why and blaming it on all sorts of different things (most notably the WeatheR), but I guess probably I just expected too much. Two weeks isn't really that long when you consider what I was coming off of, and leading up to. So Chill Out Me.
I do want to make a note about how much I hate summers in Louisiana. THANKFULLY we had an amazing/long fall-winter-spring this year (omg can't say enough about that), but now it's back to hotashell and humidashell and awfulllllllllllll. I get depressed in this weather. This miserableness that makes me want to stay in bed and enjoy the sun from a safe, dry vantage point. Weather that makes me upset to put on cute clothes/jewelry because I don't want to sweat in them. I want to cry when I think about getting dressed, because I don't want to put on ugly Normal Clothes either.
But I decided recently to have a summer home. If I can't move away forever then I want somewhere to go as soon as possible every summer and actually enjoy myself. 12 months of happiness; I can't even imagine.
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