Jesus, is there someone yet
Who got that wish
did you get yours, babe?
I'm so sick of being in school. I'm so sick of not being able to do what I want to do. I've spent my whole life without it, and I'm just starting to think that it's too long. I want what I want, and I want to enjoy it while I still can. I'll give back when I'm old and those things are important to me. Right now I want to be young and be free and be happy with what I'm doing.
It's just like I always knew it would be. I always knew I'd be spoiled by a taste of the good life. One of those people who spends the rest of their life trying to reachieve that happiness. Only I've got it right in front of me. I don't have to look far. But I might as well not have it, because all I can see are the things blocking my view. All I can do is sit and dream about what's on the other side of this wall I'm leaning on. It's pitiful.
On another hand, though, I'm very happy. Happier than I've let myself be for a while. It still feels a little out of my reach, but I'm alright with it. I know how lucky I am.
I'm so sick of being in school. I'm so sick of not being able to do what I want to do. I've spent my whole life without it, and I'm just starting to think that it's too long. I want what I want, and I want to enjoy it while I still can. I'll give back when I'm old and those things are important to me. Right now I want to be young and be free and be happy with what I'm doing.
It's just like I always knew it would be. I always knew I'd be spoiled by a taste of the good life. One of those people who spends the rest of their life trying to reachieve that happiness. Only I've got it right in front of me. I don't have to look far. But I might as well not have it, because all I can see are the things blocking my view. All I can do is sit and dream about what's on the other side of this wall I'm leaning on. It's pitiful.
On another hand, though, I'm very happy. Happier than I've let myself be for a while. It still feels a little out of my reach, but I'm alright with it. I know how lucky I am.
